OM - I Pray I don't know if the sky is heaven, But I pray anyway.
I don't want to be any part of a prophecy.
Mom told me once that there was a time where President Roslin had a shared projection with her, me, and another Cylon named Caprica. I haven't tried to do any projections because I don't want to. I don't like the fact that I could do it, maybe.
Maybe it was all Mom, though. I don't know. I don't want to find out. I suppose that's why I've been trying to learn more about the gods instead of the Cylon God. I just want to be normal. How can I be normal, though, when my whole life has been anything but normal?
Everyone was trying to protect me. I had a different "mother", a human one, when I lived on New Caprica. President Roslin even said I had a different name, but I don't want to know that. I just want to pray to the gods and have them take me away from all of that.
I've never talked to Kacey about stuff like this. Kacey's dad is Captain Samuel Anders, and I guess he was in charge of taking care of me when I was little on New Caprica. I don't know what happened, but I ended up with the Cylons and it was all back to being "the next generation of God's children" or something like that.
I'm just tired of all that. I had nightmares as a little girl about it, and now I just want to finally make it to Earth. Maybe we will. Maybe we won't.
I pray to my Dad's gods anyway.
Muse: Hera Agathon Fandom: Battlestar Galactica Word Count: 267