I'm just a girl...

...guess I'm some kind of freak

Hera Agathon

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April 27th, 2009

115 - Proper

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"Hasn't your mother or anyone ever explained to you that some things are proper and some things are not?"

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Daddy understands, I think. I could be wrong, but I think he does. Mom, I'm not sure if she'll ever understand me. If she knew what was going on with Anne and Nicky, or what I've been thinking about with Joseph, well... I don't know if she'd approve.

She would probably say that I'm too young, or that I have some greater destiny in store. Maybe she'd try to tell me that I need to go back to ROTC and work more. I'm only a Cadet Lieutenant -- leader of Flight Constellation. Callsign: Phoenix, to be specific.

That's all well and good, and I honestly have been working more on homework, too. I've been studying more about religion, Daddy's religion about the gods, so it's not as though I'm slacking on my duties. I haven't even been hanging around Anne as much lately because I know she wants to spend more time with her new husband.

Just typing that out is weird. Husband.

Still, I can't help it. I've been in love with Joseph Adama since forever. I know he never really noticed me until strange things started happening on Galactica, and then we suddenly started dating and it was great. Even the sneaking around was sort of exciting, although I really don't know how much Joseph's parents approve of me. Admiral Adama told me once that he thought I would make a good match with Joseph, though.

So, maybe it doesn't matter what Mom thinks or says.

I guess what I'm trying to say here is, yes. Yes, Joseph Adama, I will marry you.

Muse: Hera Agathon
Fandom: "Battlestar Galactica" OC
Word Count: 275

March 30th, 2009

QM - "Boy, what is it with you people? You think not getting caught..."

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"Boy, what is it with you people? You think not getting caught in a lie is the same thing as telling the truth?"

I don't really understand Joseph and Anne Adama sometimes.

I think they might be wrong in the brain. Maybe Doc Cottle should look at them? I don't know, but it's pretty weird especially considering that Anne is my best friend and Joseph Adama is my boyfriend who I want to marry.

Anne and Nicky Tyrol got married in secret, and she told me and I told Joe and it all sort of snowballed down from there. But really, she lied to me! She didn't tell me the truth that she'd gotten married for months. How can I trust her? I love her, I do, but how can I trust her now? Just because I didn't know (and no one knew) about it, does it really make it okay? Sure, her father and grandfather would've gotten upset right off, but maybe not as upset if they'd known right away instead of finding out later.

It's still a lie.

And Joe, I love you too. But that whole thing with Paya...? I don't understand. She told me that you two had already frakked, and maybe it's not a big deal to you, but it is to me. It's lying to your girlfriend who wants to marry you and...

You know what? Never mind.

I'll be in my quarters with Mom and Dad, away from anyone with the last name of Adama for awhile.

Muse: Hera Agathon
Fandom: "Battlestar Galactica" OC
Word Count: 231
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